December 30, 2000 poetry...
Hi there, peoples! Ah, well, don't I sound cheery? I'm not sure how I mask things... Depression reigns today, I think I'll run away in... :: looks at clock :: 1 hour... I need to go to the library... oh $#*%.. I think... oh $#*%! Um, have to make this fast... only can put up one poem, because my mother is being.. well, rude, mean, what can I say?... :: shrugs :: I'm running out of time.. here goes nothing, sorry if I've got mistakes:
12/30/00, 10:54pm PST - Please ignore the above mumbo-jumbo.. :: shrugs :: I don't want to delete it for some reason.. I think to keep records... I don't know, I'm an odd person that likes to keep useless records of things I say and do. Anyway, to the poem!... Whadda ya think? E-mail comments, please, hehe... If you want your name down there for reading, also e-mail me... (Uh, I hope that addy works...) Thankies! n.n
"Suicidal"
Where she burns, where she cries
Cries in her heart, no tears in her eyes
How can I force then out, she asks,
How can I keep then in?
They stay inside, with no efforts or all
And I never seem to win,
Losing to my heart, losing to my life
Should I lose it in the water, or take it with the knife?
It seems they really care, or are those words easily broken?
How can you know me and still love me, for all my sins unspoken?
It looks like she needs their love,
but it looks like she also hides
What she really feels, what's in her heart
when she flies her midnight rides
The witches' cat that yowls in the dark
That comes when you don't call
Her love a heavy burden for shoulders
yet a little bit too small
Still, she is strong
but is she strong enough?
Can she fight the stinging pain, or is she
not that tough?
She freezes inside, she burns, curls up,
hissing curses, and dies...
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Thanks to Cami, Dave, Drake, and Anna for reading...
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